Now think about all of that being thrown at you within the past 8 months. Now, imagine the added stress of classes, new friends, and living on your own.
Wait, there is one thing more. Now imagine questioning your religion for the first time. Imagine asking yourself why you believe what you do. Ask what the purpose of life is? Is there are higher power? Are people just cells or do we have souls? Who (if anyone) do I talk to when I pray? How can so many people live without belief? Am I ignorant if I believe? Is there a right and wrong, good and evil?
Now, you have experienced a taste of my last 8 months...
It's no wonder I try to avoid talking/thinking about religions and God. It's exhausting, stressful, and filled with impossible questions. There are no answers. There is too much instability in my life to deal with more confusion. Now my brain hurts for sure. Too much thinking...
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